His own sons grab meat from the altar... and this woman pours out her soul. Who does the Lord truly see?
Historical Context: 40 days after Passover/Resurrection. The Upper Room was likely in the Essene Quarter. Casting lots was a accepted method for discerning God's will (Proverbs 16:33). About 120 believers gathered - the minimum for a Jewish community (sanhedrin).
Year after year they feast at the Tabernacle⌠But I saw Hannah weeping silently at the doorpost. While others fill their bellies, her heart is poured out. What use are offerings without true prayer?
Saw something at the Tabernacle today. A woman, weeping like her soul was pouring out⌠and old Eli thought she was drunk? Sometimes our grief is too deep for words. He blessed her instead. Maybe the Lord hears the silent prayers, too.
By the altar... Eli thought her drunk? She was weeping her vow to the Lord. He saw disgrace, not a broken heart. What does He see when I whisper?
Did you see Eli the priest? He thought the weeping woman was drunk! Turns out she was praying... Business nearly stopped at the gate.
Saw Hannah
Another weeping woman at the gate⌠But this⌠this was different. Silent agony. Eli thought she was drunk. I saw her lips move, heard nothing. He blessed her anyway. They're naming the boy Samuel. Asked of God. Perhaps⌠He still hears.
Her weeping at the tent... but heard. Eli gave his blessing. A child vowed to the Lord. In this place of empty rituals... a desperate prayer shakes heaven. We shall see.
Hannah just left her boy at the Tabernacle. Her only son. She prayed for this child... then gave him away. A vow made in tears, kept in sacrifice. What faith looks like.
Went up to Shiloh yesterday. Saw Hannah⌠and her face wasnât sad anymore. Not at all. After all these years? Everyone on my street is talking about it. What did Eli say to her?
So we journey to Shiloh... for this? Eliâs sons take their cut while a womanâs silent prayer shakes the foundation. What is our worship without a broken heart?
Prayers at the Tabernacle are usually silent⌠But today? Hannahâs weeping shook the whole market. Eli thought she was drunk! Me? I just sold Elkanah his best bulls. But that prayer⌠that vow⌠Business might pick up if God answers like that.
Heard weeping at the tabernacle again. Eli thought she was drunk. His eyes are weak... but his heart? Sometimes I wonder. She was just pouring herself out to the Lord.
Another year. Another prayer in the dust at the entrance. The sons of Eli feast, and this woman pours out her soul to deaf stones. But... hers wasnât a drunken prayer. I saw it.
Year after year, the same motions. Fat burned, meat taken, empty words. But today⌠a woman weeping at the entrance. Her lips move, but no sound comes out. Is this⌠actual prayer?
Her face was no longer sad. I saw her weeping⌠then praying⌠then blessed her thoughtlessly⌠Now she walks away changed. Did I witness a vow so earnest it moved heaven?
She weeps at the Tent's entrance... making vows to the Lord. My love for her is a garment against the chill, but is it enough? When even the priests offer empty rituals, her prayer shakes heaven. I am Elkanah. What can a man give?
BREAKING: Hannah just passed the Tabernacle entrance. Her faceâcompletely changed. No trace of sorrow. She accepted Eli's blessing and now walks in peace. Where does that kind of hope come from?
Hannahâs lips move but no sound comes out. In this place of empty rituals... hers is the one prayer that might shake heaven.
To pray for a son only to promise him away⌠What kind of pain⌠what kind of faith is that? My own empty arms ache.